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Saturday, September 29, 2007
4:17 PM

It's been like ages since I've last gone out with my friends for the night. Finally! I'm going out tonight! Unfortunately I've got to mug hard for now. Been quite blank lately. Must be due to all the last minute revisions. Lol. Gotta learn how to start revision earlier. Dammit. Haiz. But thats just me.

Hopefully there's flee market next Saturday. At least i can use that as an excuse to call my friends out. HaHaHa! And also do a little shopping. Been awhile since I've flatter myself with stuff. I have been saving up my money lately. (Not that i wanted to. Just did since I'm having exams and i couldn't go out.) But tonight I'm heading to Clarke Quay to chill and have dinner with me friends. Aloy rus pat. Hopefully i can take a few pictures. It be cool.

Thats all for today. Gotta get back to my physics! Ah! Till next time.

I'm off to my solitude life of mugging.

You amplify my happiness.
You curtail my sadness.
Yes you my friend.


Friday, September 28, 2007
7:50 PM

Apologies for my previous post. Think it was unwise of me to post it. For those who read it. That was me being stupid and really pissed off. So sorry.

Long story cut short. I just want to be able to let go of my past. I don't want to care and love someone who is totally ignorant of my presence.

If it has to be this way. Than so be it. Lessons learned. Time to move on.

Till the next time. Good bye.


Thursday, September 27, 2007
10:31 PM

Finally! Economics over! The paper was alright. I knew how to do the questions. Just forgot to add in certain points. Dammit. At least! At least! A pass please! HaHa. Feeling a little bit perky now. Because the major papers for this week are finally over! Got the chance to chill a little and replenish my energy with 6 hours of sleep! Tomorrow's CLB. Don't really have much to study. Mostly MCQ. HaHa. Going to start revising on my physics! Hopefully I'd do well for it.

Kaya and Toasted Bread are perfect combinations. They work well for Breakfast. Lunch. Or dinner. They can satisfy you when your feeling a little greedy. They make your tummy feel happy. Nothing beats this combination. So PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! Don't fret! Nothing can pull a part Kaya and Toasted Bread! Because they are perfect for each other. HaHa. Worry not yeah? Enjoy the sweet lovely sticky feeling of lovey love love (Okay. I'm getting a little mushy. Totally not me but wth. It's for the benefit of a friend! HaHa!) Cheer Up yeah! When your feeling lonely or down. Don't hesitate to give me a message. All the best to yeah!

That's all for today! Back to my solitude life of mugging!

Hey pal.
Sleep well.
Dream of the clouds high above.
Thats where you'll find love.
Forget your past.
This is a must.
To find new love.
It's waiting for you.
Sleep tight!
Don't let the bed bugs bite!
Good night. Sunshine.




Wednesday, September 26, 2007
12:59 AM

It's been ages since I've last studied till late for a paper. Well, the blames on me. Didn't really focused much on my chemistry lately. Most probably going to spend the whole night. Or should i say morning. Revising whatever i can. Math today was average. 50/50 i guess. Hopefully a pass at least. Looking forward to the last paper for the week. At least I'll have the weekends to revise my physics ( the subject I'm trying my very best to do extremely well in) .

I must say my life is rather screwed up now. Haven't really gotten over the incident. But what the hell. I was reminded of my past today. Great memories. But yet it hurts to remember. So many "what if" on my mind. I feel sad but. I can't really do anything about my emotions now. I guess I'll just try to take it with ease. Feel it. Learn it. Conquer it. Yeah.

I know what i really want. I'm just really confuse with my emotions. It feels like I'm being pulled a part. I guess with time. My confusions will be sorted out and I'll be able to pursue what i really want. But for now. I've got a bigger problem at hand. My promotional exams. Hopefully I'll get promoted. Knowing i do will definitely take a load off my shoulder. Then finally I'll get to party! Final paper next Wednesday. Russel. Aloy. Ivan. KT. Pat. Nad. Hu. Whoever. Feel free to book me on that day if you wanna go out. First come first serve. (Priorities set.) Timing after noon. Breaks over. 01.30 now. Time to get back to my solitude life of mugging. Till the next time.

Now that you've finally spoken.
My heart's broken.
All the promises you've made.
Were nothing but lies.
I've wasted all my tears.
In all those years.
To be brought high in the sky.
And dropped back down from so high.
I fell to my knees.
As it was nothing for you but a breeze.
To be the one.
The one i loved so dearly.
Break me.
Into pieces.




Monday, September 24, 2007
12:26 AM

Sitting in this dull room alone. Trying to revise the never ending chapters. I can't help but to listen to my collection of love songs. This song caught my attention while i was doing AP GP. Lol. Hope you enjoy it. It has a lot of meaning to it. Always on my mind. By Michael Buble.

"Always On My Mind"

Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time

But you were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I made you feel second best
Girl, I'm sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your
Sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied
Satisfied

Little things I should have said & done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

I hope you will find meaning in this song as i did.
Bye stranger.


Sunday, September 23, 2007
9:07 PM

D-day tomorrow. Best of luck and God speed hands for those taking their promos. It's quite inevitable that I'll fail. But, at least I'll try my best. Don't want going on to J2 with half the syllabus unrevised. That be worst than retaking J1 again. Till the next time i come online. Bye bye~

Is this your making? Because my hearts for the taking.
To see your smile. Oh it brings me miles.
To see your eyes. Oh it shows no disguise.
Pure and true. That is you.
Oh it's you.
I love you.
Yes you.
Not her.


Saturday, September 22, 2007
10:48 PM

It is really an eye opener to read a parents view on how a child should be raised. A totally new experience. Every parent has their own ways of raising their child. Some may shower them with care and protection. Some may even let their child fall so that they can learn from the pain. It is also amazing to know how much a parent is willing to give their child and not expect any gratitude. All in all. I couldn't agree with you more. Lesson learned.

Dang girl. You got me missing you again.


Friday, September 21, 2007
11:23 PM

Short on time. Decided to just post some pictures. Enjoy!











Pro Keds. Never failed to make my feet happy.
















Nothing beats the smell of money in the morning. Rightz. Lolz

















I was trying to be cool! But. It was a failure. =/ Dang!











12:48 AM

I do not really know what did i do wrong. I do not really know why i did the things i did before. I do not really know how i felt. I was confused. I still am now. I was given the opportunity to care, love and to simply live the life many have dream t of. I believe there are many imperfections in me that has caused many mistakes in our relationship. These mistakes were the reason why i lost you. No amount of apologies or gifts can offset the things that i have done. I know that i am not in a position to win back your love because you have already found someone else. I just want you to know this. My feelings for you weren't a mistake. My emotions than were true and no one else can ever feel the way i felt. I went through thick and thin with you. From the times when i talked you through your problems with your pass relationships. The times when we discuss about our assignments till late. To the period when you were depressed. I have build myself a life time of memories and emotions with you. I fought my way from being strangers, to acquaintance, to friend, to best friend,to boyfriend. I have suffered much disappointments, jealousy and heart breaks to be where i stood just 2 months ago. You didn't know this. But i was proud to be with you. I was proud not by the fact that many looked up to us for being the perfect couple. But i was proud because i knew i fought hard to be with you. That meant a lot to me and it has definitely proven my love for you. However, blinded by my work and exhaustion, i have failed to cherish the things that you have done for me. With us being distant due to inappreciable circumstances, I begin to feel insecure d. My actions that night has proven how blind i can be. It was rather unfair to you and i know it. If was i given an opportunity to rewrite my pass, I would have just said i love you and let you go to bed. Things would have been fine. I know it is already too late to do anything about it. I have tried my best to forget about the things that has happened. It seemed easy for you. But it proves difficult for me. Till this very day. I still have emotions for you. If only i could completely pull myself away from you. I was given the opportunity to love someone else. I didn't expect it but it happened. I pray that i could get my heart back from you. So that i can be complete.

Hands shaking, my minds failing. Trying to keep a calm face, i tried to speak in a steady pace. My heart was frantically beating and i wasn't kidding. I can't believe how much emotions i'm holding. Because my heart was exploding. I was pushed back into a corner, and i couldn't hold it in any longer. You ask me to speak. And that was what i did. I told you how i felt. And started to melt. Yes you my friend.


Wednesday, September 19, 2007
10:48 PM

Ah! Having stomach ache now. Really bad. Must be the dam seaweed chips. Anyway i went to school today. Had Econs and Maths. After that my friends and i skipped school so that we can go home to study. Somehow i followed my friend to Serangoon Central. I didn't expect it but. I saw her mum driving by and waving at me. I was so stunned i didn't do anything else but stare. Kinda mean of me yeah? haha. But wth. They are good parents.

Anyways! For K and B. No worries yeah. Insecurities are always there. Try to let go a little and give him a little more trust. ACJC isn't like the end of your relationship. HaHa. Take it as a big test on the love for each other. Pass this and your relationship will be much stronger. I'm sure at the end of the day the one person he will always go back to is YOU. So don't fret. I'm sure no matter how much a girl tries to woo him. You'd always be in his heart. =D Just don't expect so much yeah.

Went for night studies today. Did quite a bit of maths and physics. Crapped around with Russel. Think he was missing a screw and his funny bone wasn't under control. He kept crapping around and calling people names. Lol.

Today the sun shined brightly in the afternoon. I was reminded of the warmth it brings me.

So close to my heart and soul. But yet so far from my body and hugs.
Wouldn't want it to end.

With that I'm off to my solitude life of mugging.




Tuesday, September 18, 2007
9:51 PM

Don't really have much to say. I'll leave you with the lyrics of a song i wrote. NOT! Haha. It's a song written by Muse. It's cool!

 You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love


I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before


First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love


I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before


I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before


Before you

Nice lyrics ehh. Till the next time. I'm off to my solitude life of mugging.

I've never had a sunshine greater than this.






Sunday, September 16, 2007
1:03 AM


Sister just went overseas for some business trip for one week. Gonna miss her. Hope you have the time to shop and get me some cool t-shirt or something. =D. Lazy day today. Spent my mornings and afternoons in the study room trying to revise as much as i can. Had tuition at around 12.50. Went to see my sister off at the airport at night. Had dinner at some Chinese restaurant at the airport. The food was. Ughs! Worst than home cooked food. Brother had this noodles that looked like maggi mee but tasted nothing like it. To say the truth, it was tasteless! I had fried rice. It was rather dull. Hardly had any taste in it too. Oh well.

While waiting for my sister to see the doctor. (most probably got the sickness from me. Oops) I went into this perfume shop to do a little sniffing. Stumbled upon Ralph Laurent (don't mind the spelling. Can't really remember) blue bottle. Ah! The smell of reminisce. Perfect. Reminds me of my ex girlfriend. (Cheers to you and your lover.) But wth. Thats just part of the memory. Guess it's the only perfume that makes my head turn. HeHeHe. Not because i wish to see my ex girlfriend! But because it just smells great. So girls have a bottle. Guys too. That's if your gay. Its worth it! But id be sniffing all day if you wear it out with me. HaHa.

Hmmm. Thats about it for today. Till the next post. Back to my solitude life of mugging.

To you. I wish you well. Stay happy. Stay strong.
Missing you.


Wednesday, September 12, 2007
12:53 AM

It's been awhile since I've talked about it. But what the hell. I think this is the last time I'll do.
Here's a little something I've cooked up from my sea of phrases i got from places. It isn't great. But at least it's something.

I don't know if I'm wrong. Cause she's only just gone.
Cheers to another relationship. With a guy she worship.
I said my good byes and you wished me well. But you couldn't tell. I was unwell.
By the very fact. That i fell through the crack.
When i saw you with him.

I've left some love for you. Thinking you'd come back.
For your the one person I'll never forget.
The summer's never warm when your not there.
To hold me. To kiss me. And just be fair.

The times almost up.
I've nearly given up.
You no longer love me so why be with me?
I was afraid to see you. But i wanted to.
No. Not that way. Not with him.

But it's too late. I've given up.
Two years was long. And my love was strong.
But it was time to move on. And all is gone.
I've finally forgot. Thanks a lot.

Cheers to you girl. 2506. Marche.

With that. I'm off to my solitude life of mugging. Bye stranger.



Tuesday, September 11, 2007
4:36 PM

UNFORTUNATELY. I didn't go to school on Monday. I was tired and my body was killing me! Ended up staying home revising my work. Before welcoming friend to me house! Head on to island creamery for some ice cream before sending me friend to the bus stop. Man it was a tiring day. Anyways! Tuesday. I never knew I'd say this but. The first day of school was great! Get to see my friends and all. Basically tried my best to stay on form for the whole day. Anyways. Good to hear Kaya and Bread are back together. At least he did apologize yeah. However! Ill be keeping track on the things he do. So update me yeah. Kaya's HIGH! HaHaHa. Thats about it for today! Bye stranger.

You wouldn't guess it. But i admit.
I miss you. Friend.



Monday, September 10, 2007
10:50 PM

Apart from my outings. I'd like to say a little more.
I've never cared for someone more than i do now.
I've never felt so much for someone more than i do now.
I've never seen things the way i do now.
It's amazing how you blew my mind.
I do not care who you love.
I do not care who your with.
I only care about us.
I only care about you being you.
I only care about you and me being happy.
Wherever we go and wherever we are.
All i want is for you to be happy.
Your the best dam thing that happened in my life.
And you will always be.
I'll pray for the day your free of your troubles.
Your the one person I'll never let go of.

And its true! You know who you are. Oh and all the best to you and Ahem. HaHa.

Still figuring out who my friend is?! You really wanna know?! Do you?! Well. Fine ill just tell you. She is.....Drum roll please....Announcing my friend....She is..........Like I'll say. HaHaHa! If you figure out who she is. Give me a tag. =D

I'm off to my solitude life of mugging.



10:36 PM

The final day of my week. Practically mugged the whole morning and afternoon away. Went to Tiong Bahru to meet my friend supposedly at 5.30. But her tuition lasted for more than 3 hours so ended up meeting at around 6.30. The waiting was a little lonely. ='( But wth. Shyt Happens. (Need Not feel guilty yeah) My friend looked so shagged after her tuition!! Made me kinda worried. But anyhow. Went to city hall to have some dessert before running off for some shopping. She bought some sweets before we headed into Coffee Bean to chill. I had some warm tea while had a Cheese braid. Sat at some dodgy corner and started camwhoring! Lol. It was fun. Since she had to go home early, we rushed off to some place near peninsula hotel and started taking more pictures. A total of 131 pictures and 1 video was taken . Lol thats a record in my book. Took the train home. My friend went off two stops after mine because she wanted to meet someone. ( Yet again i ain't tellin.)

Basically took the train to Newton and went to take a bus home. It was a long journey. Took my time to think. Don't want to go into details. It'll just bore you.

Words to describe the outing. Record breaking. Words to describe my Sunday. Something new. Words to describe my friend. A whole lot of love and care in a little person called ******. LIKE I'LL TELL YOU WHO MY FRIEND IS!

Plenty of pictures. However. Like i said. I wont upload them. haHaHa


10:08 PM

Another day well spent with my new found friend. (Actually, I knew her for years. Just didn't really talk. Till now) Met her at around 2.30 after my tuition. Went off to Cine to get watch Hairspray. But ended up watching Evan Almighty. Funny show. But no logic? I think. Spent most of our time and cash at the flee market just behind Cineleisure. Well, actually spent most of my friends money. Haha.

We spent hours moving from one side of the flee market to another side of a flee market to another side of the flee market we didn't really walk to another side of the flee market. Amazing how many sides a flee market can have. LOL. Left my friend at one side of the flee market and i went off to buy something for her. Didn't want my friend to know because i wanted it to be a surprise! haha!

Bought shades, badges. Yeah thats about it for me. She on the other hand bought a whole lot of things. How many? Go check out my friendster. See the picture with me holding a paper bag. Wearing a blue t shirt with jeans and blue shoes looking spastic. Thats how much she bought. Not much you might say. But its A LOT!

After the flee market, we headed back to cine to watch Evan almighty. Oh before we did i surprised her with the gift i bought. She liked it. Why? Because She chose it without knowing ill buy it.

(Tips to guys. LISTEN to girls when your out with them. Firstly, It's fun to know a little more about them. And its only right to give a listening ear. Secondly, they'll always give hints to what they like and dislike. =D Most importantly. Do give PLEASANT comments on the way they look or just how perfect their hair sets on their head that particular day.) Not saying that i know everything. But. Thats what I'll do. =D.

With the remaining time we had, we went down to REVOLTAGE to take a look. My friend chose me this really nice t-shirt. Gave it a try. And it really did turn out nice. Decided to buy it and guess what! I got a free Badge to go along with the t-shirt! Cool ehh.

It was already 7 plus?! Yeah. Walked my friend to Orchard MRT because she had to meet someone. Haha. Like I'll tell you who it is. On the way there she had some last minute touch up. Put on some perfume. Ruffled her hair. Told her she looked great and she went off!

Took a train home and mugged my night away. HaHa.

Words to describe my outing. A little short but worth a lot. Words to describe my Saturday. The best dam Saturday i ever had! And its true! Words to describe my friend. The best dam thing that happened in my life.

I do have pictures of the outing. But. Like i'll show you! It's only for me and my friend. Hah! (Any guesses on who my friend is? Heh. )


9:40 PM

An unexpected outing with my secondary school friends. And with my friend i went out with on Tuesday. Went to Marina to have a little steamboat. Wasn't really on my best form because the meeting started off rather rough. Jac cried. EEEK! Nel got a little emo (Because he didn't wore black too?) i think. ANYWAYS. It all went well because my friend was there. Hah. Ate CHICKEN all the way. Had one or two man tao. Can't really remember what else did i eat. The dinner was great. The picture taking after that was greater. Went around marina to take pictures. Took the MRT all the way to Braddell. Dropped off together with a couple of my friends. Helped my friend mail some cash for her clothing. But the dam mail didn't get through. Hopefully it wasn't the mail man who took the cash! Dammit. Went home after that to mug. Words to describe my outing. Reminiscence. Words to describe my Wednesday. Fair. Words to describe my friend. The best i ever had.


I do have pictures. But i'm not uploading them. Wouldn't you like to know WHO is MY MYSTERY friend?! Like i'll tell you. Lol.


9:17 PM

Just noticed i haven't really blogged lately. Just left a little words here and there. But. Here is goes. Tuesday. Went out with one of my long lost friend. Went to Bishan To catch a movie and had dinner.(More details of it from my previous post) Never had i expected it to go so well. Like. Whenever i go out with someone. There are always certain areas that i cant really clique with them. Different frequency.

However, with this particular friend, everything went so smoothly i didn't even have to try. I was so comfortable i felt no tension between us. It was like watching your favorite movie where every single bit of it just grabs your attention because you love it so much. And before you know it. The movie ends. Like how my outing on Tuesday ended. With the climax, at the doorstep when i surprised my friend with a little gift i got. Haha. Cost of gift, $xx (Like ill say) Cost of the expression on her face, priceless! I got to hand it to my friend. Really know how to make my day. Really know how to get me on the right side. Usually it takes time for people to get to really know me.

Words to describe the outing. NONE. Words to describe my Tuesday. Couldn't been better even if you try! Words to describe my friend. One of a kind.

Ain't got pictures because i don't remember taking any! (Wouldn't you like to know who this mystery friend is)




Sunday, September 9, 2007
9:25 PM

I wish i could reveal. However. Should i. Should i not. Maybe not just yet. Maybe now. Bleah! No idea. Would you. Thats the thing. I don't know! Nightz.


12:42 AM

If i had magical powers. I'd wish you free of the memories that's holding you back. If i had magical powers. I'd wish myself a new cool cap. If i had magical powers. I'd wish for what is on my mind now. If i had magical powers. I'd wish to constantly surprise you somehow. IF. I had magical powers.




Friday, September 7, 2007
8:07 PM

Under the mask. I couldn't see. But through your eyes i saw me. We are one. In phase. In sync. Complete. Nothing can pull us apart. We are one. In phase. In sync. Complete. A new state of mind. A lot like love. We are one. In phase. In sync. Complete.I see happiness. I see closeness. I feel something. More than love. We are one. Complete.


Thursday, September 6, 2007
12:53 AM

Passwords. Names. Dates. Time for a change. Realized it isn't what i was looking for. I was confused before, but its clear now. All i ever needed was someone who could relate to me and talk to me. You weren't the one. It was fun to have you around. It just didn't work. I'm not cut out for that kind of lifestyle. Fell back on my friends. Gotta thank them all. Really. Meng Liang. Patrina. Russel. And NADINE! WE ROCK! All that i ever needed was in front of me. Tuesday was fun. Seriously. Had the BEST outing ever. And i mean the BEST! I simply cant portray my emotions on a canvas with words or colours. You wouldn't feel the best of it. For once i felt satisfied to have brought happiness to someone again. With your presence, i just want to make everyone happy. So thanks yeah friend. Love you loads as a friend man. A little detail on the outing. Went bishan to watch Ratatooiiee. Second seat from the front! The sound system kinda suck but it didn't matter. Had fun anyways. Went down to shop. Got my friend a nice shirt. Went to the bus stop and waited for 15 minutes for a bus that would only arrive like in 9 hours time. LOL. Decided to walk back. Talked and crapped all the way back. Saw rats on the way back home. Than! Surprise surprise!! I couldn't wait so i just gave her the gift! Haha! So funny to see her reaction la! Can't wait for Saturday! Be there or ill kill you! Huahuahua

Thats all for today. Apologies for my monotonic way of typing. I'm exhausted! TaTa.