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Friday, September 21, 2007
12:48 AM

I do not really know what did i do wrong. I do not really know why i did the things i did before. I do not really know how i felt. I was confused. I still am now. I was given the opportunity to care, love and to simply live the life many have dream t of. I believe there are many imperfections in me that has caused many mistakes in our relationship. These mistakes were the reason why i lost you. No amount of apologies or gifts can offset the things that i have done. I know that i am not in a position to win back your love because you have already found someone else. I just want you to know this. My feelings for you weren't a mistake. My emotions than were true and no one else can ever feel the way i felt. I went through thick and thin with you. From the times when i talked you through your problems with your pass relationships. The times when we discuss about our assignments till late. To the period when you were depressed. I have build myself a life time of memories and emotions with you. I fought my way from being strangers, to acquaintance, to friend, to best friend,to boyfriend. I have suffered much disappointments, jealousy and heart breaks to be where i stood just 2 months ago. You didn't know this. But i was proud to be with you. I was proud not by the fact that many looked up to us for being the perfect couple. But i was proud because i knew i fought hard to be with you. That meant a lot to me and it has definitely proven my love for you. However, blinded by my work and exhaustion, i have failed to cherish the things that you have done for me. With us being distant due to inappreciable circumstances, I begin to feel insecure d. My actions that night has proven how blind i can be. It was rather unfair to you and i know it. If was i given an opportunity to rewrite my pass, I would have just said i love you and let you go to bed. Things would have been fine. I know it is already too late to do anything about it. I have tried my best to forget about the things that has happened. It seemed easy for you. But it proves difficult for me. Till this very day. I still have emotions for you. If only i could completely pull myself away from you. I was given the opportunity to love someone else. I didn't expect it but it happened. I pray that i could get my heart back from you. So that i can be complete.

Hands shaking, my minds failing. Trying to keep a calm face, i tried to speak in a steady pace. My heart was frantically beating and i wasn't kidding. I can't believe how much emotions i'm holding. Because my heart was exploding. I was pushed back into a corner, and i couldn't hold it in any longer. You ask me to speak. And that was what i did. I told you how i felt. And started to melt. Yes you my friend.